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When you have one of those reconstructives sundays after a hard week, nothing is as appreciated as a good old sleep. Unfortunately I had a hard week and a both rough and good weekend but won't be able to get a good night sleep. The reasons spells both powernap and The Oscars Gala.

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Me and my friend got home early in the morning, slept until three in the afternoon and headed to IKEA to grab something tasty to eat. When I got back home from our little trip I felt exhausted and parked myself on the couch and later continued to my bedroom to check my phone. I then found my bed too irresistable and decided to get a powernap, 20 minutes maximum and had my timer set. Little did I know... I never heard it go off and was woken up by my mum 2 hours later!! I can totally feel that my sleeping cycle is ruined for tonight and boy was I lucky to find out that The Oscars Gala is on this night/morning. Goodie goodie I'd say!

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But now it's time to have my own little get away, Grey's anatomy is out @ www.cucirca.com

When you have one of those reconstructive sundays after a hard week, nothing is as appreciated as a good old sleep. Unfortunately I had a hard week and a both rough and good weekend but won't be able to get a good night sleep. The reasons spells both powernap and The Oscars Gala.

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Me and my friend got home early in the morning, slept until three in the afternoon and headed to IKEA to grab something tasty to eat. When I got back home from our little trip I felt exhausted and parked myself on the couch and later continued to my bedroom to check my phone. I then found my bed too irresistable and decided to get a powernap, 20 minutes maximum and had my timer set. Little did I know... I never heard it go off and was woken up by my mum 2 hours later!! I can totally feel that my sleeping cycle is ruined for tonight and boy was I lucky to find out that The Oscars Gala is on this night/morning. Goodie goodie I'd say!

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But now it's time to have my own little get away, Grey's anatomy is out @ www.cucirca.com

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I just stayed in all day having a low-speed day but still shockingly managed to clear my closet and had a little fashionshow of my own wearing clothes I forgot I even had, haha. Noticing I'm in way more need of shoes than clothes really! The second shocker is that I actually cleaned my entire room and now have evrything organized and nicely cleaned, yaaay to that!

Tomorrow is all about washing my laudry and working, which pretty much sums up what I'll be doing till around 7pm when I get off work. Then I'll supposively watch one of the movies I've been dying to see for so long, either The town, My name is Khan or The stoning of Soray M. Can't wait.

YOU LOST ME

Some people come and go, some stayes and with some we tend to have an on/off realationship with, the ones that we still hold on too but maybe not really spend that much time with for some reason. Anyhow and anywho, these people are the ones that had a thing or two to do with how I turned out. The where my strength when my own became weak, my advisors when I couldn't sort out my own thoughts and my supporters whenever I doubted myself. Yes, I thank each and everyone deeply! The same goes for my family, my strain who cares unconditionally. ♥

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I was ment to head off to "school" today this morning, but ended up not having to. Instead I stayed at home babysitting my little brother who was awake and activated already when I decided to wake up.

Early morning around 7.30 I had my mind set on one thing, sleep and sleep and sleep.

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But my babybrother had other things planned for us, such as getting up and play and since I wanted to be a good sister to him I ignored my tiredness and got up to play and get some breakfast ready for us. And somewhere along the day as I made pancakes, played a little with him and watched Rachel Ray it stroke me to act all housewifey. But the fun with it was that I actually... wait for it... ENJOYED IT.

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Maybe not as a permanent lifestyle but I could definitly imagine myself do some good cooking, taking care of children and house for just the fun of it untill I got tired or something. I mean - I love cooking, baking, interioring my room and cleaning is unfortunately something we all have to do. But I'd still have to have brains and work while this housewifing would take place haha :)

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Cleaning up the mess, everywhere!

Washing up the dishes

Making pancakes for breakfast

Baking spinach-baguettes (delicious)

Making veggie-soup

& all was done while I took care and played with my brother.

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Damn I'd make a good housewife, dad would (and was) for some reason be proud but shouldnt get his hopes up, I can't be tamed! ....

I tend to remember certain people and get stuck on what we had, the way we acted around eachother and got smiles on our faces by just catching a glance of one another. The coolness and charm, it was nice but the awkwardsness I later on felt, over the things that happened but shouldn't have. It created a distance between us as friends, and some if we even ever were that. All I know and known is that we hade something, a connection of a rare kind.

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Im not saying saying Im stuck on someone, it's more like the connections we had. I miss it and there is nothing weird about it, if something it's pretty obvious that I'd go missing it. We cant make a re-make on life, everything that happens only happens once and goes the way it happens by the second.

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What I now would wish for, is for them to miss it too. For others to reach out with me and not see it as something that just were, in past sense and can't be upheld again. We might have messed it up, grown apart and have our diffrences but I doubt that a realtionship whatever kind it was of, that it can't be taken back on and cherished in a new way, to bloom again. Some of our people are worth making an effort to keep.

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