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I tend to remember certain people and get stuck on what we had, the way we acted around eachother and got smiles on our faces by just catching a glance of one another. The coolness and charm, it was nice but the awkwardsness I later on felt, over the things that happened but shouldn't have. It created a distance between us as friends, and some if we even ever were that. All I know and known is that we hade something, a connection of a rare kind.

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Im not saying saying Im stuck on someone, it's more like the connections we had. I miss it and there is nothing weird about it, if something it's pretty obvious that I'd go missing it. We cant make a re-make on life, everything that happens only happens once and goes the way it happens by the second.

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What I now would wish for, is for them to miss it too. For others to reach out with me and not see it as something that just were, in past sense and can't be upheld again. We might have messed it up, grown apart and have our diffrences but I doubt that a realtionship whatever kind it was of, that it can't be taken back on and cherished in a new way, to bloom again. Some of our people are worth making an effort to keep.

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